Life is a song, where the music is around us and we have to make up the lyrics

Searching in a long playlist
I'm looking for a song
that can give the beat back to my hearth

Sometimes I walk singing in my mind
but the songs have become blue
and the sky is cloudy

still I'm looking for a sound
to wake up from this dream
to live with my eyes looking forward again

Maybe I'll find it in the voice
of a cute girl walking with me
and we'll dance illuminated by her smile

Love...

... I just keep waiting for the girl that will make it easy.

keeping alive...

Sometimes I'm yellow, sometimes red... others green, now I'm blue... still I have faith, still I'm waiting for you

The world is such an ugly place

The world is such an ugly place
where people just pretend they care
everybody fights just for themselves
like monsters walking everywhere

I hope the world will change
and that one day you'll be able to trust again
all the people could be nice
and we, all, we'll be better that way

I'm tired of living in this ugly place
and I'll try to change it to a better way
because surviving is not life at all
and people can learn to be good

I still can't understand
why even friends hit you so hard some times
like monsters playing with their monster friends
the world is such and ugly place

To a good economist, and a GREAT person

It was a hug, and a goodbye kiss, you could say it was the end... I would disagree
Now we are friends, and that means something for me
You could say it's not the same and that's true. But remember that most lovers eventually go away and true friends stay forever and in my memories you will always be.
I guess this may hurt you, the way it hurts me, but I love you still, not in THAT way, but you have a place in my hearth, close to the memories of the great days that I had by your side, right next to the greater memories that we WILL have as friends in the life to come.
With a hug, and a goodbye kiss we started it, and we now start a long, great and funny friendship.

Have fun!

If we only had tonight...

Let's share a kiss,
and find a star
let's see it together,
at least for a while

Under the moon
Let's share a moment,
'Cause I know
we only have tonight

I don't know how long
this will last
but tonight I can promise you
in my memories it will never die

You have my word
that no matter how far
I will remember you
once in a while

Maybe it's now much
please don't worry now
we knew this would happen
but it won't happen tonight

Let's spend some time
under a silent moon
creating a moment
that will last forever in my heart

We can cry for the future
'cause it's always different for the past
but if we do so we would miss
the only thing we have

Share with me
at least one last memory
give me at least one last smile
to remember in all my dark nights

'Cuz I'm better, just because of that

Over a 1K men I will walk alone to the victory of the all
I don't care if I cry, I don't care if I die I will walk though darkness to find a light for all
There are people who envy me 'cause they think I'm too good, 'cause they think I don't cry but they don't that's a lie
I'm sad so many days, looking for a single friend who would walk along with me and lose it all for someone who don't give a f**k

Still I walk along and try to put a smile on my face 'cuz I'm tired of people telling me what to do to be a loser like they
They say it's the way to live, to have a reason to smile by closing your eyes to the flames of hell that surround us
To be a loser, to be one more, to forget your dreams and buy what the tv says
I guess sometimes it's easier to have a fake smile and convince yourself that it's real than paying with tears for a real smile that only you can feel

the words of my life

I wish someone could understand
the words I want to say
someone who would think my words are right
the words that give meaning to my life

The secret passage in my garden

This is a short story I wrote several years ago, hope you like it...

It's strange I hadn't seen it before because it was there since I was a little child. Sometimes you find things in places where you would never search, that's why I didn't see that passage before, it was disguised. It was dressed like a tree. Yes, I know it looks strange, but it's true, that tree was a secret passage. It was a secret passage in time.

As I told you, I hadn't seen that passage for almost all my life, but now I see it clearly. Each time I see it, it's a travel in time, into my memory, that's how this secret passage works. I remember the first time I did that. It was after my father's funeral. I went to his house. The house where I lived when I was a child, and during those hard teen-years. I wanted to see it exactly as my father left it. I walked in all the rooms, the kitchen, and, when I saw the garden, something called me there. Once outside I saw that tree and just like that, without doing anything, I made my first time travel. I saw my father again, I saw him when we were planting that tree. And I saw him when he got inside and toll me "I have to go now. You have to take care of that tree by your own now. I trust you".

I have made many time travels since then, and every time when I have a problem I know I can travel to the past and find the answer in my father; in that old man that always was telling me something important, even if I wasn't there to hear him until it was too late

Life's like a looooooong road

Life lies in front of me as a long road to be traveled and the road goes and goes far beyond the horizon without reaching somewhere. On either side the desert extends as far as I can see, without giving me any hope by leaving my road. Still I can see a few roads crossing mine, roads where I can find people who will walk together with me for a while.

Still I keep asking the questions we all ask. Where is my road leading me?... will I find another road that will walk with me all the way?... is there a special someone for me?

Hope gets blurry as I walk under the sun without these answers.

I'm so confused some times, other times I just don't know what the hell is going on

Let me forget that I loved
Let me forget that she's gone
Let me forget that I felt
Let me have new hope

Let me find a new destiny
so that I can walk my way
no matter how hard it will be
It's far worst just to stay here

Going down...

I'm going into a deep, deep hole,
would you await for me there?
at the bottom of my life.
Will you be there in the last moment?
to hold me and save me.
Can I trust in that?
'cause that's my last chance, my last hope,
I have no strength, no will to come back
I'm going into a deep, deep hole,
faster every breath
Please be there
God, please hold me in the end

Gomenasai (forgive me)

Gomenasai

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was a one of a kind
A precious pearl

When I wanted to cry
I couldn't 'cause I
Wasn't allowed

Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
I know I let you down
Gomenasai 'til the end
I never needed a friend like I do now

What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself

Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
I know I let you down
Gomenasai 'til the end
I never needed a friend like I do now

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away

Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
Gomenasai
Gomenasai
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

Gomenasai
I let you down
Gomenasai
Gomenasai
Gomenasai 'til the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

.... I'm surprised how clear this song describes the tears in my heart today.

Make a wish, then make it true!

Nothing can stop you
once you decided
to give all for something
and never fail until you got it

Nothing can stop you
if you're brave enough
to give your life
for what you want

Nothing can stop you
you just have to chose
what's worth to lose
everything else for

Trust me now

It was kind of weird
kind of special
the first time I saw your face
"Wow" was the only word that came to my mind
You may not know
I sure didn't tell you
but I liked to see your face
Even if I didn't know you
you were many times in my mind

I don't know how special this is
I just know how special it feels
And that's enough to risk it all

Come with me
Let's walk together
I would like to take your hand
Talk about anything and feel how together we touch the sky
No one gives me peace now, the way you give it to me
My soul misses your company every moment when you're not with me
Everyplace is paradise if you could only walk with me

I don't think heaven is too far
Actually I know how to get there
now that I know where you live

Let's share a moment,
share some time
why not? maybe share one life
hope has come again to my heart
the moment I saw your eyes
'Cause I trust that when I see you,
you're also looking at me
That's all I need to light my life
All I need now to survive is to see your smile

Trust me now
A moment with you can fill the eternity
of the thoughts that I have about you

I believe,
there's a time
when one has to decide his life
that time is now for me and
now I can only think of you
I don't know if everything is going to be alright
but I know nothing can be wrong if I'm with you

Trust me now
my heart beats faster when I think about you
That must be a sign

I wish I could
share this toughs
openly to you
I know you don't know how I feel
Maybe you have a clue
'Cause I miss you every moment
even if I have never really been with you
I still feel some connection
even if I can only read you thoughts

Trust me know
my heart beats faster when I think about you
That must be a sign

Now that I re-read it it doesn't fit very well but when I thought this it had the music of "Six feet from the edge" by Creed on it

Sometimes

Sometimes I wait for a tear to come from my eyes to feel bad,
Sometimes I guess if I'm not to bad I am doing fine,
Sometimes I forget how to feel myself
Sometimes I wish I could know what to do with my life
Sometimes I hope tomorrow I'll feel God again
Sometimes I think sometimes I don't think
Sometimes I help others as a way to ask for help
Sometimes I don't want to sleep even if I'm tired
Sometimes I feel the pain of hunger instead of eating
Sometimes I get mad with no reason
Sometimes I have a reason to get mad and I don't
Sometimes I can't understand you even if I try
Sometimes I am sure I'll never understand me
Sometimes I need more words to express myself
Sometimes I smile because I see God around
Sometimes I work hard without knowing why
Sometimes I love only because I think it will help the world.

A song to express how I feel

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Actually, nobody knows what's coming tomorrow

- So there's Destiny that comes tomorrow... but nobody knows him? That's weird, why does he come if no one knows him? And how do everyone knows that he's coming if no one has ever see him.

- We have all heard about him, and we have met similar Destinies.

- But you have never seen a Destiny like the one that comes tomorrow! how do you know he will be here on time? maybe this one is lazy, maybe this one will forget to come.

- What do you mean? Destiny will come tomorrow.

- Haven't your heard of those cases when Destinies don't come?

- No. That's impossible. There will always be a Destiny tomorrow.

- This is where you're wrong.

The other man died two hours later. Destiny didn't come for him the next day.

Wisdom from the web

Things It Takes Most Of Us 50 years to learn:
1. The badness of a movie is directly proportional to the number of helicopters in it.
2. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight-saving time.
3. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.
4. The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe that we are above-average drivers.
5. There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is: age 11.
6. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."
7. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.
8. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings."
9. The main accomplishment of almost all organized protests is to annoy people who are not in them.
10. If there really is a God who created the entire universe with all of its glories, and he decides to deliver a message to humanity, he will NOT use as his messenger a person on cable TV with a bad hairstyle or in some cases, really bad make-up too.
11. You should not confuse your career with your life.
12. A person who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter/janitor, is not a nice person.
13. No matter what happens, somebody will find a way to take it too seriously.
14. When trouble arises and things look bad, there is always one individual who perceives a solution and is willing to take command. Very often, that individual is crazy.
15. Your true friends love you, anyway.
16. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

My heart speaks in poetry...

When the sky is gray
And my mind is blue
Everything is alright
but I miss you

But when you come to me
And talk about me in your dreams
I only see a blue sky
and a filled heart

There's no poetry to express
what only a heart can feel
there's no word to say
how much I love you my dear