Getting up again!

Please don´t get mad, I know you told me not to do it. But I can´t avoid to miss you and today I was looking at your pics in cyworld. I saw some new pics of you. I remembered all those laughs we had. I must admit I became very sad at the beginning, thinking of the love we had and lost.

However now listening to the music you sent me, still looking the pics, I smile because we had such an awesome time, because I met you, because we are special to each other and because you will always be my bestest friend ;)

I once thought that if you say "I love you" again I would cross the Earth for you... I had to change my mind even if the heart (my heart) you took to korea has taken too much time to come back. Now I try to be strong and smile again, I have to set a new goal for myself. I always told you there should be 1-2 girls as beautiful as you in the world... now I have to find them! Now my wish is to date the prettiest girl, like I did in the USA.

tqm!

No matter how much I look for another sunrise...

...darkness surrounds me and the sun seems farther away every day.

I miss you

If I would know how much I was going to miss you...

... I would have been 1cm closer to you

... I would have been 1min earlier every time I met you

... I would have kissed you one more time everyday

... I would have made you smile one more time every now and then

cuz now I feel I would die to be 1cm away from you, for 1min to smile in my heart while I kiss you at least one more time

Today... Now... Tomorrow

Today I started to wonder when will it be the first day that I don´t talk to you...

Since I met you everyday we have at least crossed words once...

will it be today the first we don´t do that?

Today I started to wonder where will I find streangh to smile,

when thinking about you will only bring tears

how long will I find smile in our memories... maybe not too long

Right now I remember our happy moment together and I feel anger

I feel anger because cus I couldn´t live in paradise any longer

I'm angry cus I can't do anything to bring you back

Today I started to wonder how will I build love again,

if everymoment with you was so perfect so easily

now I feel lost and confuse with out you

Right now I wish this was just a nightmare

and that I would wake up again by your side sometime

and we would make fun stuff to get up even when both of us want to stay longer in bed

I know Tomorrow will be different

Empty

Full of new oportunities... but without the one I want

Mani saranghae na sexy egi... annyong

Sorry for so many things

Sometimes I wish I would do things in a better way...

Life is a song, where the music is around us and we have to make up the lyrics

Searching in a long playlist
I'm looking for a song
that can give the beat back to my hearth

Sometimes I walk singing in my mind
but the songs have become blue
and the sky is cloudy

still I'm looking for a sound
to wake up from this dream
to live with my eyes looking forward again

Maybe I'll find it in the voice
of a cute girl walking with me
and we'll dance illuminated by her smile